Nine months today.
Why keep count? How is one day different from the next? I keep saying every day is precious. Every day is important. Because I don’t know when I will die, every day that I have with my daughters is divine. No need to wait till their birthdays to celebrate them and treat [...]
Archive for April, 2008
nine months and so what
Posted in Grieving/healing/finding Hope on April 29, 2008 | 8 Comments »
Phase check, and clueless people
Posted in Grieving/healing/finding Hope on April 28, 2008 | 5 Comments »
How I am feeling today: peaceful, relaxed, smiling.
Yesterday was stressful with cleaning and preparing to have guests over (our farewell dinner to them as they are re-locating), but the evening was beautiful. The air was so fresh and crisp, the meal was good (prepared by moi, except for the calamari rings, that came out of [...]
keep going
Posted in Grieving/healing/finding Hope on April 25, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Computer’s been acting up so we took to cleaning things up. Backing stuff up, deleting, and all that fun computer house-keeping stuff. Stumbled upon an old post- well, not really that old- which I thought was put there for me to trip over to read again. hmph.
http://ferdinandsgifts.wordpress.com/2008/01/14/standing-aside-and-being/
cloud home
Posted in Grieving/healing/finding Hope on April 25, 2008 | 6 Comments »
So, she stabbed daggers into my heart when she informed me, once again, that you can have more than one baby die on you. That, yes, it is possible- and it does happen- to have more than one baby loss.
And, she is four years old. She turns five in August. She did not understand how [...]
Chickenshits and good friends
Posted in Grieving/healing/finding Hope on April 24, 2008 | 7 Comments »
Well, ok, it’s not that I am surrounded only by nitwits, the insensitive’s, jerks, idiots, and in Julia’s words (and my new fav word)- chickenshits.
Dang, I hope not, because by the Law of Attraction, what does that make me? huh? huh? huh?!
I have some truly awesome friends. Wonderful, beautiful souls. But I don’t think I [...]
Laughing 101
Posted in Grieving/healing/finding Hope on April 23, 2008 | 5 Comments »
So, what’s making you laugh these days?
What has always, always, always, never failed to make you pee in your pants, or make your jaws so sore you cannot close them?
I need that kind of laughter, take 2.
After feeling angry, I always wanna laugh.
At the peak of my anger with my husband, or my daughters, [...]
