I know I sound like a broken down recorder, but… thank you again. From the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU. for all your thoughts, and words. Even though I did not “see” anyone of you on July 29, I felt surrounded by warmth, concern and love.
And I just want to let fellow deadbabymamas [...]
Archive for July, 2008
cake, and some more
Posted in Grieving/healing/finding Hope, anniversary on July 31, 2008 | 14 Comments »
Long and rambling monologue
Posted in Grieving/healing/finding Hope, anniversary on July 29, 2008 | 23 Comments »
Thank you all, for remembering with me today. Your notes, your virtual hugs, your thoughts, your hands on your hearts, all mean so much to me. And I love how you are joining me on the laundry line. I loved reading all those responses. I am also thinking of you all today, especially those who [...]
laundry line
Posted in just gibberish on July 27, 2008 | 11 Comments »
Not too long ago a friend asked how was I doing?
Hanging in there, I replied. Adding that:
“I feel like a pair of stretched-out thread-bare big, white underwear, hanging on a line. ha.”
Not to be outdone, and in true spirit of comradeship, she replied:
“I’ll be the sagging bra with the broken underwire flapping in the breeze [...]
letter to my in-laws
Posted in Grieving/healing/finding Hope, family on July 25, 2008 | 11 Comments »
My relationship with my in-laws have always been polite and pleasant. They treat me well, and with respect. They are open-minded, good-hearted folks who loves to try new things and to travel. They are mostly supportive of us. But, we live on different continents and do not communicate much. I mean, me and them. (R [...]
home
Posted in just gibberish on July 23, 2008 | 3 Comments »
Home.
Where. is. Home?
This space outside of our body, made of drywall and goodness-knows-what-else, set on a foundation saturated with pesticides, that we try our best to decorate, mend, bend, and imbue with love. A place we come back to, after grocery runs in 112F heat. — “Where are we going next, mom?”
“Home.”
“Yay! I can’t wait [...]
thank you
Posted in just gibberish on July 21, 2008 | 7 Comments »
Thank you for your kind comments on my post about my popo. I just feel, I cannot receive so much from her and not let the world know.
And you know, the funny thing is, she will never think she needs to be thanked for. I have heard her tell people several times about me– “What [...]
